Mercy - Melissa Ferrick

So would ya tell me please\nWhat happened to me\nI know I was there\nBut have no memory\nSo would you paint me a picture\nWould you give me a trigger word\nWould you tell me where was I\nWhen the colony sky came down\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nFor this one I need mercy\nMercy\nThis is not mine\nThese thoughts that wind\nThis unfounded fear\nThis constantly seeking escape\nAlone, restless and yearning\nI feel like I felt before\nWhen I drank away all my problems\nUntil I drank myself on to the floor\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nFor this I need Mercy, yeah\nMercy\nI know I am not healthy\nYeah but who really is\nAt least I am trying something\nAt least I am willing to give in\nAnd I know this is a never ending process\nThis growing up thing\nBut sometimes, life on life’s terms\nMeans that I don’t get to win\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nThis is not my fault\nFor this I need mercy\nMercy mercy mercy\nI need it give me mercy\nI need I need\nCome on give me Mercy…