I'm Okay - Sam Ock, NAK

Now in my darkest moments

I long for a call or a text message

A post on my wall, a request, mention

But nine out of ten my inbox is empty

No phone fluorescence

No invitation to the pity party

I wish i was a part of

Another night all alone up in my room with the tunes

With the moon and the stardust

I’m thinking I’m a little ironic

I really need a heart to heart

But my heart is hardened but I need you most

Come close but you keep your distance

Like my guards are armed

I’m not your happy-go-lucky companion

I’m only tragic

What’s left of my passion is

Slipping through cracks in my fingers like magic

I don’t need your help, I’ll be okay

You’re too late to save me anyway

What kind of hope is left

I’m losing control like I’m tokin' meth

A rogue when I roam like I’m Boba Fett

If I’m alone for a sec it ain’t copacetic:

I’m mad paranoid

And I mourn for the man that I used to be

He died and my pride did the eulogy

Let me «deal» in peace; another pack of cards

Used to rap from the heart now

I rap from the scars

I wish I could tell you that

I’m in the midst of the will of the father

But this ain’t a place I could feel him

And I cannot take it no longer

Someone once told me I worship myself

And my lover is comfort

So maybe the guilt and the shame

That I carry is just that I suffer

I’m a liar, don’t you understand

My heart is hard so I need to pretend

My pride is large but won’t you see me through

We need each other but we saying

We need each other but i’m saying:

I don’t need your help I’ll be okay

(you're too late to save me anyway)