Broken - Problematic

Yeah

Its a struggle when I wake up

Another battle as I face my scars

All I know is I gotta get my cake up

Wondering how I even made it this far?

Back against the wall but I always stand tall

People love to hate know they wanna see you fall

Lacking motivation lately I’ve been feeling jaded

Everything around me fading don’t know if I’m gonna make it

(Dear God!?)

Think I need an answer!

Why you take another loved one close to us?

I know I made some mistakes had karma take its toll

But my heart is so bruised and my mind is corrupt

I’m like… bleeding, grieving, no one understands

My demons, feeding, got the upper hand

I’m screaming, feening, begging for a chance

Put my life up on the line

Please do not collapse

And…

I wanna runaway I can’t take no more

Thoughts inside my head its a mental war

Know its do or die but I’m on the edge

It goes right for a bit then oh, back to this again

I’m broken so hopeless

Don’t know which way I’m going

They tell me I need meds just to be okay

Maybe it’d be better if I go away

I’m broken so hopeless

I’m broken so hopeless

They tell me I need meds just to be okay

Maybe it’d be better if I go away

I’m not dealing with your fake love

You had my heart then you went and done crushed it

Fooled me once then its shame on me

Fool me twice safe to say that your words mean nothing

Insecurities why I trust nobody

You tell me open up then you go start cutting

Hate to be avoided, I was never good with choices

Even though I gotta make one if I don’t then I’ma forfeit

(Oh, my)

Wanna be the best

But my mind plays tricks

Am I Broken? (Yes!)

Am I going through hell cause I’m heaven sent?!

All these memories haunt that I can’t forget

I’m chasing greatness, there is no return

Keep blazing, fading, will I ever learn?

I’m patient, waiting, striking every nerve

Having karma come around guess I got what I deserve

And…

Been down this road before it ain’t nothing pretty

I don’t blame you if you walk away my life is pity

Liar liar, oh no… you can’t keep a promise

I’m sorry I can’t be the one to stop you all from falling

I’m broken so hopeless

Don’t know which way I’m going

They tell me I need meds just to be okay

Maybe it’d be better if I go away

I’m broken so hopeless

I’m broken so hopeless

They tell me I need meds just to be okay

Maybe it’d be better if I go away

Getting close to me it might be dangerous

Will I ever rise? I think I’m never good enough

No more trauma please! These voices gotta leave

They tell me all in time but I don’t know what to believe

I’m broken so hopeless

Don’t know which way I’m going

They tell me I need meds just to be okay

Maybe it’d be better if I go away

I’m broken so hopeless

I’m broken so hopeless

They tell me I need meds just to be okay

Maybe it’d be better if I go away

(Getting close to me it might be dangerous

Will I ever rise? I think I’m never good enough

No more trauma please! These voices gotta leave

They tell me all in time but I don’t know what to believe)